LONG UPDATE !
life been pretty good i guess? busy but not so busy =)
cant wait for all the As ppl to finish their exams ! best of luck!
1st! gm/sh/ph 18th celebration on the 30th sept !!
we are a bunch of crazy ppl =) lazy to write down all details =) but i will rmb what happened !
waited at serangoon mac for ph's real bday countdown =) haha. dan went back home though =)
2nd ! LL's 18th on the 23th oct !
we waited at the SERANGOON MAC again for his real bday countdown =) . still sent him home lor. so good right=) 
me and ting playing day / celebration =) 27th oct =) ting's bday is on 3rd nov though ! hah
YESHH ! I ICESKATED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE ! =) LOVE IT! VERY VERY FUN ! HAHA
and we forgot to bring cameras.. so.. we bought those film camera ! aha here's what we got. we cant retake any pictures! cause there is only 27 films ! haha 
haha ! many many nice memories with nice nice pictures
time to go back to chionging my studies =)
GPA have to increase by leaps and bounds if i want overseas intern to come =)
and working on sat and sun makes me feel more useful =) at least i got more then the normal amount of money every week.
well. be it, my MPC or MPS .. is damn high =) I spent them all on food =) what else can it be right?!
thanks for all the well wishes on that day, sms, fb, msn =)
it was normal... like always =) had a great dinnner that sudoku and we have their VIP card... haha
- Mood:busy
school is here!
looking forward to it ! but not the first week! no tutorials = many hours of break in btw ! = SIAN!
next week! the REAL school start !
my time table is considered not bad=) only that I took 2 more modules that sort of packed my study days
mon- 9 to 4
tue- 9 to 3
wed- 9 to 8
thurs- 1 to 8, 6 weeks later --> 8 to 12, 6 to 8
fri- 9 to 1
somehow, when im doing something in school, it makes me fill more useful in this world! and more enriching for my life of course!
oh! finally able to take dipolma plus, Amath module! haha! love it! the thrill of chiong-ing all questions and trying to complete homework during class is so exciting ! and I did it today! refreshing for my brain, i think my brain haven touch 'real' math for like near 2 years ! i need this course badly! haah!
hope i can smoothly proceed on next semester with economics and lastly report writing and get the dip plus cert! i really hope i can!
ppl from china are back! missed them ! too bad our timetables are all different now.. oh! i love listening to all their stories ! so interesting and entertaining
i can see dark clouds floating towards me......
heehee
Finally got to work for UOB roadshow with Joanna !
quite alright! =)
at least some money for me.
UOB lite at Tpy was SO MUCH BETTER ! relax and enjoyable !
UOB roadshow at kovan.... was.... a....bit...Sian....
money money money
come to me
good luck joanna! (u know what i mean! )
SChool ! next week !
thurs! language day !
good luck sia!
Y2Y is one of the most wonderful events for me in these few years.
life after Y2Y: taking back of results, realising F1 doesnt want me, no work, no life, nothing
getting more annoyed and more lazy easily, cant get my heart set to do anything
WOW. THATS MY LIFE MAN. GET IT? ITS BORING.
I KNOW IM A BORING FREAK OK. EAT SLEEP EAT SLEEP.
URGHHHH..IM JUST ANNOYED WITH MYSELF.
Y2Y PHOTOS. FROM THE LAST DAY TO THE FIRST : =)
MISS THEM SO MUCH...I WANT TO GO JAPAN ..P.L.E.A.S.E
On a happier note: I lived my life with meaning for once =)
1 simple question:
why aren't they korean ?
i need some japanese into my head !!!
the only sentence i know:
konichiwa, watashino namaewa sharlene des. yoroshikun ornegashimasu.
well done
how to survive 5 days
dont 'want' anything
in this way, u wont feel sad / disappointed when it didnt come or it goes away
in this way, u will appreciate more when anything comes
i think im gonna be disappointed soon
- Mood:
calm
FIRST DAY
damn damn damn nice. what can i say? its MAYDAY. come on la. best u can ever find. ended at 12.15am FOR BOTH DAYS! YEAH!
standing up almost throughout the whole concert, best stage effects for MAYDAY concerts. BEST.
AND ITS 2 DAYS !!!
NEXT YEAR HOPE ITS 3 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!
2ND DAY!
LOVE LOVE LOVE
LOVE LOVE LOVE
NEXT YEAR !
IM GONNA SIT THE MOST EXPENSIVE SEATS
IM GONNA SEE THEM UPCLOSE!!!!
I MUSTTTT!!
ARG. I MISS THE CONCERT =(
- Mood:
bouncy
not bad afterall
family is the only thing that is priceless
where got ghost was not very nice...... yeah, still have jack-neo's style of jokes, its still funny and very close to the hearts of singaporeans =)
dont feel like studying hard for exams
haha.
whooo laa laaa........
I'm currently in class. just finished my BCOMM presentation ! wave my fat hands ' byebye!' to BCOMMmmm!!
staying in the loft is quite productive, given that we have really finished all of BCOMM =) staying up till 1 plus am is alright for me! but yeah. not a really good night sleepppp
urg.. Im so screwed up with all the upcoming projects... ahh.... hahaha!! hahahha!!
exams coming up soon ! study time soon toooooooo.... next week!!
What needs to be done by tue:
- LAM project
- ATRM project
- ATRM presentation
- CEM presentation
lalalal. whooo oahhahaha. hahahahahahah ... hahahahahah ..hahahahahaha. ..ahahahah...
im going crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy......
JIAYOU EVERYONE!!
aiyo. why like that?
haha. i want my bed soon.
its time for other projects.
this period of semester is the worst. yet sometimes the most fulfilling yeah?
CEM was the first event that myself took part in planning. I guess I will rmb it for life. even though all the unhappiness and miscommunications, it was overall a not-bad event!
my hand still hurts from all the balloon sculpturing.
I was never that girl
lol. thanks. I know where I stand in this society ok. Im realistic.
I dun have that courage to try new things!! haha! i will go supermarket and buy it.
FT island's new album is awesome=)
a permanent temporary person. me.
Where is my own stage?
haha. My back pain got worse yesterday after I squat down taking something.
I walked like an old lady. Horrible. Salonpas was of no use at all.
Last day at Food Fest was excellent! best of the 4 days ! =) managed to get 1714 bucks =) highest of my 4 days as well ! =)
Was super high too ! maybe thats why we managed to sell so much ! oh! thanks to that group of LFC Australia peeps that bought over 80 bucks of beer from us. but they were scary at the end ! surprisely, my pain wasnt that sore during work! haha
Decided to go for physiotherapy/ massage for my back, cause its not simply pain, but considered it to be super painful for someone who can endure pain like me, ya, the pain is NO KIDDING....
The therapist really treated my back like pig's back or something. He used his full energy and press on it. gosh. ya. Tears burst out ok,, its that pain... I kept laughing and shouting/screaming when he pressed on the right/super pain side. He was like ' not pain how to get well'.... URG. He talked to me, trying to distract me.. but yeah.. WHEN ITS SUPER PAIN, TALKING WONT HELP.
my dad says he can hear me from outside. lol. stupid sia, he twisted my body like nobody's business, all the crack crack crack sound when he made a big twist to my back and leg. gosh.. OH! =) He pulled my leg! maybe I can grow a few CM taller !!
Shiock is shoick la, but PAIN is much a suitable word after the therapy. I promise to take care of my pig back after this. I will exercise more. I will not sit down more then 8 hours a day.
It still hurts now. just the right side. how am i suppose to carry my bag.? hahaha.
Am Im still walking real slow.
lol
should I go for the 2nd therapy?
Enjoyed the job somehow though we are not paid =) thats why Im into events!
Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away
Coz here I am - still holding on!
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing
When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are No Boundaries
There are No Boundaries
I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets
Don’t know where the future’s headed
Nothings gonna bring me down
I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve run every line
I’ve risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on
Every step you climb another mountain
[ No Boundaries lyrics from http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/ ]
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing
When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
Yeah…
There are no boundaries
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
A very real song
Im gona be verrryyyy busssyyyy !
dont ka jiao me !
byebye!
FOOD FEST IS fun !
WOW
EAT AND EAT AND EAT !!
EAT AND EAT AND STILL EAT !!
FAT, FATTER, FATTEST ! AHHAHAHAHA
Screw things
Screw myself
Screw lifecycle
Screw limitations
Im not happy this week
Im not feeling relaxed about what is coming .. not feeling calmed about july / aug / sept
Im not feeling useful in my life
Im not looking forward to the internship next year in just 1 second, for the fact that the chances of me going overseas is less den 1 % now.
Screw Nash's pyramid
Screw Maslow pyramid
Screw studying about life cycle and development
Screw these 2 pyramids that makes me rethink and rethink and rethink about my 18 years of life
What I have done, what I have yet to do and its all too late.
No point of return, no time for regrets.
It's me, not everyone thinks the same as me. I believe XInyu will agree with me about what I felt about our life.
Maybe like what she said, my 叛逆期 start at the wrong time.
Come on, lets go and do what we said soon =)
Im not gonna be screwed, not gona allow that to happen.
For the fact that Im a girl, it shouldnt and doesnt restrict me on many things
For the fact that Im a Stubborn girl, I will not give up easily
And for all the above, Im not going to care what others say / think. Im just gona to do things to improve my life.
Say i ge-po
Say i nothing better to do
be it, its time i decide on things to do.
I just wanna feel more involved. Be more useful =)
dont probe
its just a honest post
in a long time
I finally bought my suju 's version C ! claps *
happy to listen to all the songs. =)
was listening to Endless Rain by Xjapan- their 1997 last live concert version. gosh. its so touching. bet i would sing and cry together with them. the lyrics is so meaningful, to each and all their members . LONG LIVE XJAPAN! even though hide passed away and with all the disband ...Xjapan still live deep impression on many japs and even other asians. I really respect them. Their attitude towards music=) the unqiue way they express themselves. they have alot alot of touching and meaningful song.
I'm walking in the rain
yuku ate mo naku kizu tsuita karada nurashi
karamitsuku koori no zawameki
koroshi tsuzukete samayou itsumademo
Until I can forget your love
nemuri wa mayaku
tohou ni kureta kokoro o shizuka ni tokasu
mai agaru ai o odorasete
furueru karada o kioku no bara ni tsutsumu
I keep my love for you to myself
Endless rain, fall on my heart kokoro no kizu ni
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness
Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by
As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me
You're just an illusion
When I'm awaken, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep
I'm a rose blooming in the desert
It's a dream, I'm in love with you
madoromi dakishimete
Endless rain, fall on my heart kokoro no kizu ni
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness
I awake from my dream
I can't find my way without you
[INSTRUMENTAL SOLO]
The dream is over
koe ni naranai kotoba o kurikaeshite mo
taka sugiru haiiro no kabe wa
sugisatta hi no omoi o yume ni utsusu
Until I can forget your love
Endless rain, fall on my heart kokoro no kizu ni
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness
Endless rain, let me stay
Evermore in your heart
Let my heart take in your tears
Take in your memories
Endless rain, fall on my heart kokoro no kizu ni
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness
Endless rain...
Xjapan.
haha! 3 weeks since I've not went back to kelture to be their one and only reception! and I was late.(opps no.1 )
ahhaha. please. dont let me meet an AB type in life=) duno if im capable enough to understand this type of people! though i really love to try and read all kind of people's mind. AB would be the only one I would scared of, I think=) but it was still alright la! haha. I think I still suit O type people? hmmm....A type? B type? AB type? haha! should study about them next time ! =)
YES! SHORTER HAIR! ok.. its one side short, one side longer=) but I'm able to change parting for different style ! oh. LOVE IT ! =) was looking through magazine in salon .. and saw 2 hairstyles that I liked, so I asked uncle for opinion=) and after work, the 'huangdi' cut them for me ! haha. was only done at 8.45. gosh. can die. super hungry at the end! haha. love free haircuts! muahah! who won't love it right?!
Im going to change hairstyle in a month's time! haha! new short hair then!
before I forget, I only have 3 words to say:
What An Irony.
daniel, allow me to quote you,
1st stage, "i am who i am, i'm good enough, don't care other ppl".
2nd stage is "am i really good enough?".
3rd stage is "i am who i am, like me if you want, hate me if you want, i don't care"
Too much is never a good thing, thats what I learnt from you. (Yesterday)
I can never like to be an inferior and can never accept myself to be unless necessary. (Today)
I over-estimate myself many times ( yesterday )
I should lay-back and reflect too. ( couldnt agree more right? )
I am compeititive. yes. very.
I should learn how to shut up ( yes! i should! )
I will miss superjunior! please have more shows! love =)
- Mood: calm
oh well !! =)
Its friday again! shall post what happen for this week!
first up! =) went for a mini jamming session with brother and his friends at potong pasir, it was quite fun! given that we got drummer and guitarist! =) whoo. his friend can play both guitar and drum well ! towards the end of the session, i got to sing! =0 bro playing drum and his friend guitar=) love it ! hope we can have more jamming next time! love it!
wed marks the end of my common test =) after that me xinyu jojo and hongwei decided to watch a movie! and dance subaru it is! =) inspirational is the word to describe, you will feel like doing something worth while and do something that you always wanted but no chance to do=) realise that 'something' within you ! oh. btw, the main actress is gorgeous. she acted as 'mother angela' in one pound gospel =) nice drama too ! after dinner, sent hongwei and jojo off =) and me and xinyu just went to fareast and walk around and chit chat, cause we dont feel like going back so early ! haha. kipnapped her from stephen until very late wor! hah=) oh! she found her watch! ok. thats the end.
thurs.. was tidy up day! =) another movie at amk hub with dan and ll, NATM2 =) after that went to have dinner at bishan with ph ! we have simply nothing to do and decided in to the end to go back AMK for pool. haha! and yeah.. we took back to bishan for the precious circle line that daniel will never get away from.
TODAY! haha. was suppose to go MJ at dan's. but in the end he cant, so... change of plan! persuaded mama to go shopping at orchard! with neighbour too=)haha! yeah ! love to go out with mama! =)
PEOPLE!! new korean makeup store, ETUDE HOUSE opened at plazasing !! super pretty!! go and grab them !=)
yeah !! love them =)
여러분 ! 행복겨요 ! (duno if i get it correct.haha)
- Mood: content
however! its so weird and funny.
the person who picked the phone pass it to another person, called mingfang, who eventually returned to me.
BUT. i have that person's contact in my phone ( ming fang) and I duno who is she ! I called her and she duno am I ! SO ...why do i have her number in my phone under my contacts?! funny weird haha!
BCOMM networking session was quite fun? given the fact that we all have to act professional and talk with a funny tone! haha. I asked a stupid question ! 'i think that the chicken chop is a bit thick' muahhaha....seriously hope that teacher wont make me down because of this !
we all forgot to put the napkin too !
Its weird to have empty plate of food and drink in front of us and we have to fake that we are really eating it! lol.
looking forward to next wed ! after common test! with all the projects ! although we have lots of projects, but at least they are interesting and fun to work on! unlike in year 1..
sat's common test is ATRM... and I seriously dont want to screw this... I love our teacher! and I dont want to disappoint her too! I know Im not the 'smart' one.. neither am I the 'hardworking' one.. but since I cant change my 'smartness' I shall BE HARDWORKING ! study study and study !
My favourite song recently : clay aiken - the way
There's something 'bout the way you look tonight,
There's something 'bout the way that I can't take my eyes off you.
There's something 'bout the way your lips invite,
Maybe it's the way that I get nervous when you're around.
And I want you to be mine
And if u need a reason why,
It's in the way that you move me,
And the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight,
It's in the way that you hold me,
And the way that you know me,
When I can't find the right words to say,
You feel it in the way, you feel it in the way.
There's something 'bout how you stay on my mind,
There's something 'bout the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep
Oh no.
Maybe it's the look you get in your eyes.
Oh baby it's the way that makes me feel to see you smile.
And the reasons they may change but what I'm feeling stays the same.
I can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you, you baby.
So don't ask me to describe, I get all choked up inside, just thinking 'bout the way.
My mind is filled with mahjong!
could only vent it out in VIWAWA ~
- Mood: cheerful
CEM was tiring. chiong sat and sun for proposal...horrible. alot of work.
backache. im old.
It will make me a better person, i guess?
here i am
hiding in the back
doesnt seem too bad
but that's not what i want
thats not what i meant to be
here i am, going to change
be a better one, be a better friend
here i am, going to change
be a better sis, be a better child
never been the same
now tha i've changed
but that's not expected
thats not what i want to be
here i am, going to change
be a better one, be a better friend
here i am, going to change
be a better sis, be a better child
oh. rubbish. im bored.
- Mood:
blank
wow
I hope I'm not too late, but I only realised a few minutes ago that I have 7 projects in hand and all due before mid august. includes: 2 events, us being the organisor, 1 event to take part in so as to write a report, the rest are just standard projects like before.
I'm not complaining...just feeling very ....(cant think of a suitable word)
Started school with lots of energy , but as weeks past and projects start to pile, it just diminishes my energy level to the minimal.
To everyone out there who reads this entry and currently have projects (no matter is it just one or more than 10 ) just do your best !! JIAYOU! we can all do it !
oh right.. been ranting how busy I am, or how busy I'm going to be... but I still got time to blog! lol. stupid right.
I'm looking forward to tomorrow's korean class... hope teacher crack some jokes again ! I need a good laugh. btw, homework not done ! shit!
just to cheer me up ! =) super junior's version C is out! I'M GOING TO BUY IT! I'M GOING TO BUY IT! I'M GOING TO BUY IT! I'M GOING TO BUY IT!
It's only the matter of time and money =)
why does it just keeps increasing...
厌倦 is the best word now.
last note: I still know where I stand =) more self-management skills needed for myself.
love
sharlene
- Mood: blank
whoo~ lots of things to say but no time to blog! (or Im actually too lazy=) haha)
first up! sis bday is today! HAPPY BDAY TO HER! LOVE HER MANY MANY!
last thursday's korean class was damn hilarious. Teacher is a fun guy =) talking about his own experiences made the class much more interesting ! hahah! looking forward to more jokesss from him !
had zy's bday celebration on fri at nihon ! muahah. ph and wy baked oreo cheese cake! hmmm.. ok for the 1st time la! haha! my bad! at least I ate more den LL ! haha!
CEM project is HUGE. VERY HUGE and its stress arg!!!!!!! haha. but I love events! =) =) 
tada ! =)
love
happy pig
i know where i stand ok.....
- Mood:busy
muahaha! doing project now! and we are almost done i guess=) but we decided to continue tomorrow! haha!!
alot of things to do! busy busy but slack. lol.
3 more hours to go ! =)
listening to zhang xin zhe's songs... wa.. old...
I STILL WANT TO GO KBOX....................................
- Mood: cheerful
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